Yep. So we're all back from out sojourn to Carolina. We got a lot of great stuff, some of the shots just look damn cool. Everyone did a great job, especially some of the folk who came down to play bit roles and help us out. Who knew shy little Megan would be such a natural? As great as all the actual footage was, I feel weird about this weekend. I feel like I was just really off and that maybe nobody had a good time. I've already had some contradiction to that thrown my way, but still. I don't know; I guess I've thought about how having this script and this movie being made, how a good bit of it is based on actual events and the rest is a product of my own invention or opinion, and I've considered how it's just putting myself out there in this extreme way to be scrutinized and poured over, I'd thought of that but I didn't really feel it until this weekend, which is odd since we've been doing this for a while. I just felt really exposed and, I don't want to say judged, but certainly examined. So yeah, I guess I was super self-conscious the whole time and that could have completely skewed my perception of how everyone else thought things went. Or not, whatever. I sort of think everyone gets amnesia about the experience anyway, like after a bit they forget the parts that suck, the long late night hours, the inexcusably hot car ride, the complete lack of directorial organization, and remember the good stuff, like, well, um, I'm sure there were a few things.